love to live

I think of the word "exploratory".

My life is meant to examined and look at.And,ultimately,I want to suggest to people to... live life like that...discover,constantly look,and examine.enjoy what they see. we are ephemeral .You can also explore the meaning of life,emotions,and spirituality.

scenic(cynic): I'd been with a lot of dreams, but most them all g...

scenic(cynic): I'd been with a lot of dreams, but most them all g...: "I'd been with a lot of dreams, but most them all grew to be illusions. I wasn't proud since my childhood. Every failure seemed a mortal sin ..."

I am most proud of my ethics and least proud of my cynicism. It’s unquestionably the witty cripple's alternative to facts and considered humour of malice. Recently
I read a few of my stories and thought, I can’t imagine how in the hell did I get away with these? I had some really raw skepticism in some of them.
I think a lot of cynicism has dropped away from my shoulders since I halted drinking.
I think we too often make choices depending on the safety of cynicism, along with the we're lead to is a life not fully lived. Cynicism is nightmare, and it's worse than fear - it's an active drawback.

I understand the world of optimism. But I think with me what you get is a lack of cynicism.

I have no cynicism at all.

I'd been with a lot of dreams, but most them all grew to be illusions. I wasn't proud since my childhood. Every failure seemed a mortal sin to be paid with insecurity for all. I built up my very own world where i'll it is my opinion and do whatever i need to. I forgot discover a real world outside my very own. I refuse to acknowledge that i behave like that world. Indeed, happiness may be a choice and i can testify into it...i chose to have happy with the kind of world i built. I became multibillionaire, a genius etc.. I was that the regular. Eventually i woke up,something jogged my memory in past years life, something was pushing me to return. Afterward, i was saying, "I do not like this life where many people are eyeing me and directing me what to do. A lot of expectations that i'm convinced are hard to meet." After i heard my friend's advices, a me comprehend i'm a grown up individual so why choose going back. I said to myself, "i've learned more in this world than the other one where i isolated myself.." I am unable to go back though for that kind of life i used to be.